This was originally written in 2013-2014, when I was broken up from someone I loved very much. We were together for ten months, and had plans for a future, but over time, I started noticing a change in him- he was becoming more distant, and was looking for any opportunity to end the relationship out of nowhere. I was so lost and confused, and had devoted my entire soul to this person.
I learned shortly after our breakup that he had been communicating with an ex of his, whom he “kept on the backburner” for when he was single, and lonely.
It took my almost a year after our breakup to fully move on and become the strong woman I am today. Continue reading
Poem- “Seasons of Life”
I hold my breath and close my eyes. Fear, taking over as summer fades. I look up for a sign, written in the skies Of hope and light, amidst a world gone gray. Autumn begins, And the wind carries past … Continue reading
Dream- “The Edward Scissorhands Dream”
So, I had this one iconic dream that references a scene from the movie Edward Scissorhands. This was a dream I had when I very young, so I can imagine it was around the time the movie came out (which was early ’90’s). I became so fascinated by this movie and fell in love at how Johnny Depp’s character Edward Scissorhands was able to capture the heart of Winona Ryder’s character, Kim, even though obviously he was not human. It was one of the earliest “fairy-tale”-like movie I had ever watched, so it is no doubt that I dreamt about it. Continue reading
Poem- “Somebody That I Used to Love”
“Somebody That I Used to Love” This hole that once occupied my heart, Is finally starting to mend. I’m stronger now, ready to restart, And be the girl I want to be in the end. I used to … Continue reading
Poem- “Void”
When you love someone so much and it ends so suddenly, the only feeling you have inside, is no feeling at all. It is if you are numb and you cannot help but feel a void in your heart where it was once occupied by someone. Continue reading
Poem- “Alone in the Dark”
If you are like me, you may feel like breakups equal the end of the world. You experience moments of sadness, but then eventually you are okay. Well, this was one of those moments of sadness, where I felt completely sad and alone, and kind of like you cannot live without that person. Continue reading